Got back to the gym this morning and felt awful about it for a while, but then eventually felt better about it. My new plan is to listen to a full album on the treadmill, and that will determine my timing. I took in Every Time I Die - Gutter Phenomenon which was pleasant. It's almost 10AM and I'm once again stuck anxious and waiting wondering how to best pass the day since I'm a bit light on focus while waiting. This is a shitty place to reside in. I really just hope for an answer of any kind, but I can't really conceivably push for one anymore. I should really just wait, so that's what I'm doing. Waiting. Unable to focus. Increasingly anxious. C'est la vie.